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••Long Post•• (Last nights post) ****I cannot believe my body craves processed chemically made foods over Gods delicious foods. The flesh has a nasty way of doing things…I have started asking God everyday if He can give me a hunger and craving for His foods and this is what I’m leaning towards. I’m learning to steward the gift that God has blessed me with. Meaning I am responsible for caring for the body God has blessed me with. This healing journey has lead me here.. I see much more value in eating Gods food now that I’ve been exposed to the deep wounded roots that needed to be pulled from me that has lived inside of me for many years. I have more room to grow now that a lot of junk is out of the way. Many years of hurt. Many years of trauma. Many years of stuck . Many years of waiting. Many years of not knowing my identity my birth right in Christ. I am who GOD says I am. I am a child of THE God that’ll meet me right at the end of my bed on the floor when I have nothing to give. That’ll meet me right at the full sink of dishes when I’m numb with life. He will meet me right on the floor when the only strength I have is to touch the hem of His garment. I am a child of God that’ll meet me right there when I’ve stuffed my face with carbs and sugars and in a state of shame and guilt. That’ll meet when I have zero to say to Him because I feel like a broken record that’s been playing for too many years not understanding that the issue I’m having requires full submission to Him. So I sat with Him. I just sat there right on the floor in pitch black. I sat right there at His feet and laid it all on Him. I wasn’t judged. The guilt and shame was nonexistant. I felt the spirit of adoption. I felt warm and free. In that VERY moment everything I needed came from Him. I felt full and satisfied completely from Him. Not this world. Not food. Only Him. I find myself turning to food less and less and turning to God more and more. Am I 100% healed from it? No. But do I serve a God that will see me through this? YES. Food was my God for too long. I’m here to say Food will no longer controls me in the mighty name of Jesus. Food will never control me again IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS.I CANNOT LIVE OFF BREAD ALONE. My. Body. Is. A. Representation. Of . CHRIST. And what I put inside of it matters. The enemy tried so hard to get in the way of this post . And I was not going to post this and say anything but the Holy Spirit spoke clearly to me and said “Post it”. God can use me even during my most weakest vulnerable moments to reach the next one and then He gets double the glory. He needed my willingness tonight. He wants a willing vessel. “Lord I am here and all I have to give you right now is my willingness”Ive sat on this all day. I sat on this in my classroom . during worship practice . at the grocery store and on my way home. I told myself to not post this because I’ve tried so many times and people are tired of seeing me talk about my eating issues. Nope I’m posting this. Shame and guilt don’t live here anymore. The enemy wants me STUCK and living in SHAME AND GUILT. Nope. I thank God for keeping me during so many years of gluttony and addiction to processed sugars and carbs. And so many years of feeding my wounds with garbage. He protected me from heart diseases cancer and so much more... He’s Merciful. Gracious. Thank you Jesus. •So I choose freedom today. I choose to live so that GOD CAN GET THE GLORY. And I will not hush about it. So I’ll be right back. ❤️ Apply this post to whatever has you bound and whatever takes up space in your life that’s getting in the way of being everything God has called you to be. -Jerrica😘